Committing suicide is one thing, but taking out your whole family, why??? Being a police officer is a thankless job, and for every incident that gives law enforcement a black eye, it takes 10 times of good deeds to recover. Give the police a break. Very few qualify, or apply for the job, it take a special kind of person, its the most difficult job in the world because you have to judge people, and that is not easy in today's world.